HELLO thats terrible you lost your mother but you see no one is immortal...even one day you will die...me too...you must fix this is your head once for alll...life is not easy and i can tell you problems don't stop here..those who ar egone are gone they won't ever return you must live your life..go out with friends, go to cinema,chat, listen to music, and when you feel you are depress, talk to a friend do yoga this gona help you a lot....

Have your phobias disappeared now? If so, how did you cope with them? I remember being afraid of the sea when i was a child lol I'm still afraid of swimming Maybe you're not dreaming, maybe you really see your mother in front of you sometimes. Are you really scared of what you see? Do you believe in spirits? What is your point of view? Maybe your mummy has a message for you ... You shouldn't be afraid, try to understand what's happening first would maybe be a good idea first

That's really scary I've been afraid of ghosts since my tender age. Honestly, i don't know how i would have reacted in your place!!! Rrrrraaaaa!!! Freaky one !!!

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Merry xmas to Oscar Wilde

Very nice thing you wrote What does your mum stare at in space though? Maybe she wants to go in heaven and she can't

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Tell me Splash, being a psychology student, do you still believe in spirits and all these things? Thats strange cause i have lots of friends who are psychology students too but they do not believe in these....
How would you explain this?

Don't be afraid or scared Pixie, my mom is not a ghost to hurt or to kill people!
She doesn't scare me at all, sometimes i rush to her to hug her, but she disappears!

First of all, do you think all psychology students are the same? Why are you comparing? Do you think that if your friends are all gay, i should be gay as well? Who said that i study psychology? I did 3 yrs psychology and now nearly 4 yrs psychotherapy, do you want to prove something again? I'm into a lot other incoherent things, i can give you a long list if you want to enquire.

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maybe these are ot hallucinations. you have still not been able to accept the fact that your mother is no more and you have kept her alive in your mind. in that way you can see her when others cant. you are so attached to her that you dont want to accept reality. just try to let things a bit lose. you are not ill or something. just try to be easy on things and you will see that it will be better